It took me years to get this truth. Years of desperately standing on my head or hands or hanging on a trapeze in the air upside down, trying to turn reality that way to make sense. Until 23 years after my brother’s death, it finally dawned on me. I was working on a solo dance show entitled “One”. It spoke about my relationship with Tal.
“One”, two and a half years of research, of being with his 19 years of life, everything he left behind him, his legacy, so all in all 25 and a half years to let him go and to understand that I will be the only one I will never lose.
Loss is an important and vital aspect of our life here on earth, this is what I understood from that project. We who outlive the dead have but one choice, live on and make the best of what we are left with.
It took me years, but I finally understood and every day anew I choose to do my best.